Change of blog address

My blog address changed to: http://cynthiaho.wordpress.com/.

5 years

5 years lah! It had been such a long time. Hope that we will be together for another 15 times of 5 years. Haha! May God bless us.

Darling, my love to you will always change – grow deeper and deeper in love with you!!

My love will get you home

My Love Will Get You Home - Christine Glass

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.
If its only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

Whenever I listen to this song, I remembered the 2 characters in 糖心风暴 ～ Heart of Greed, Alfred & 常在心。

They loved each other so much. But due to mistake made by Alfred, 常在心 finally gave out and they broke up. Alfred spent his greatest efford in order to make 常在心 forgive him. But slowly, he start to use another way to love 常在心. He stop pushing and forcing her to forgive him, but he love her whole heartedly and unconditionedly.

They really love each other, but lastly death kept them apart.

Whenever I listen to this song, I will ask myself to treasure whatever that I am having. Not only to Mic, but to everyone around me that I love and loves me.

PHeewW~~~

Today I lose my cool again. As a leader and head of a department, I know I should always act cool and steady. However, whenever there are obstacles happen during busy days, I will lose my cool.

Today is the 2nd last working day of the month and I am arranging fund to be transferred into the bank account that we use to pay salary out. My duty is to ensure all the employees in my company get their pay on time. Happened once before that I failed to do so and it spoilt my weekend and holiday. (Ppl called and complaint why was salary not paid). So, I told myself, not to repeat the same mistake again.

Thank God that it was the only time for me to fail my duty. Things might go wrong sometime. Many reasons can cause me to fail my duty as it required co-operation from many parties. Sometimes, I have to even beg the banker to wait for the fund to be remitted and thereafter help me to pay out to all the employees even after their working hour.

This month is a tight month. I squeeze the bank account to the max and arranged 2 cheque to pay the salary. And this early morning, banker call me and inform me that 1 cheque from my supplier got rejected and I have to arrange other fund to be remitted for my salary payment. I got shock and start my other arrangement and finally, everything over and done with. However, I know that the way I handle thing, still not matured and not steady enough.

I know that the reason why God allows for all the hiccups to happen in my job is to train me to be more firm and steady. I know that He is getting me ready for bigger task ahead.

One day, I will surely equipped with this fruit of Holy Spirit-patient.

Via Dolorosa

-- copy from Mic's blog

Down the Via Dolorosa in Jerusalem that day
The soldiers tried to clear the narrow street
But the crowd pressed in to see
The Man condemned to die on Calvary

He was bleeding from a beating, there were stripes upon His back
And He wore a crown of thorns upon His head
And He bore with every step
The scorn of those who cried out for His death

Down the Via Dolorosa called the way of suffering
Like a lamb came the Messiah, Christ the King,
But He chose to walk that road out of His love for you and me.
Down the Via Dolorosa, all the way to Calvary.

Por la Via Dolorosa, triste dia en Jerusalem
Los saldados le abrian paso a Jesus
Mas la gente se acercaba
Para ver al que llevaba aquella cruz

Por la Via Dolorosa, que es la via del dolor
Como oveja vino Cristo, Rey, Senor
Y fue El quien quiso ir por su amor por ti y por mi
Por la Via Dolorosa al Calvario y a morir

The blood that would cleanse the souls of all men
Made its way through the heart of Jerusalem.

Down the Via Dolorosa called the way of suffering
Like a lamb came the Messiah, Christ the King
But He chose to walk that road out of His love for you and me
Down the Via Dolorosa, all the way to Calvary

Penang trip

WooHOo~~~~~~~~~ Tomorrow am heading to Penang... Oh yeaH~~~ can you sense my happiness?

Meeting Sis' family & Mic together....

Mic said, the best moment is the waiting moment. Coz time flies when we are happy... and left with leaving sorrow... Well, I will treasure the moment when we are together....

Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday -- 5 days trip to Penang.

My heart is flying...

Chloe, yiyi is coming... You must recognise me ok? Dun make yi yi sad sad ok? Cannot cry cry when yiyi wanna hug u ok?

Assistant

It is really a blessing if one can get a capable assistant. I thank God for bringing this girl to me as my assistant. I am clever enough as I know the reason why she took half day leave today is to attend an interview in the afternoon. Though I feel sad, I still pray that God will bless her and lead her to the most suitable place. I am confident that God will always bless me with good team of colleagues. Thank God.