Life after resign

Sleep, eat, watch tv... I think most people will think that I am doing these. However, except all these, I am busy for my last paper of my CPA professional exam. Recently, when people ask me wat am I doing, I will answer: I am studying. Their reaction will normally be: 'Oh! You are still a student!' Sounded so unbelivable ya. Why not? Though am in the age of 26, I still can study what!

My exam falls on 27/10, it's a Friday. I am kind of nervous already. The exam for this time is different from my previous papers. And I am not allowed to fail!!! A failure will caused me to spend for another RM2000!!! Yea, normal accountant behaviour -- always talk about efficiency. Meaning stingy enough la. No, I cannot fail.

Though the exam is just around the corner, yesterday I attended 1 of my sister in Christ's wedding. Busy for whole day for her and her husband. Having complicated feeling on the way from bride's house to bridegroom's house.

No one knows about that day or hour, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father. As it was in the days of Noah, so it will be at the coming of the Son of Man. For in the days before the flood, people were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, up to the day Noah entered the ark; and they knew nothing about what would happen until the flood came and took them all away. that is how it will be at the coming of the Son of man. (Matthew 24: 36-39)

The 2nd coming of the Lord, will be just another normal day. Am I ready for His coming? I cannot stop reminding myself of this. When I am too busy in my own stuff, am I on the right track?

Recently some problems bothering me. I just couldn't get rid of it. I know that the Lord ask me to pray and stop worrying for it. And I know that worry will never help. I think I am just too free until get all these thing on my mind and cant let go. I have to keep on learning, have faith in the Lord.

The secret things belong to the Lord our God, but the things revealed belong to us and to our children forever, that we may follow all the words of this law. (Deuteronomy 29:29)

Yea, thank God for this verse, just do what I know I should do, and the rest of thing, leave it to God. No fear, no worry, give thanks always~