Serving Him

Yesterday I shared in youth fellowship regarding the title "follow up"

"Follow up" of course is talking about follow up with new believers. This is not the first time I teach about this topic, but is the first time teaching so many at the same time. After the fellowship, some brother and sister came to me and say that I taught it well. However, in my heart, I feel heavy.

I remembered that a pastor shared with the congregation about the heaviness of preaching. If after a sharing/preaching is done, no changes happened in heart, or everyone seems very happy after the sharing, the speaker ought to feel sad. Yea.. it is hard to be teacher, when you teach, you have to make sure that you do what you taught. When you teach, you have to be careful not to teach the wrong thing and to speak the right word. It is easy to say something which will please everyone. However, if God is not using the teacher, no matter how hard the teacher tried, everything equals to zero. May God have mercy on me. I know that I still have a lot more to learn. I pray that God not only training my skill of serving him, but also train my character. I do not want to be an expert in serving, but empty in the relationship with God. Lord, have mercy on me.

In future, I want to use my life to serve Him. Lord, I have made up my mind to follow You. I want to invest my life in something which I can bring to eternal.