I think I started to know...

Today in the counseling class, we talked about self image. I had prepared my script but who knows I spent only 15 minutes to finish what I prepared. I know that next time I should prepare at least 2 pages of script so that I could fully occupy the 30 minutes available.

Yesterday while I was preparing for today's lesson, I was thinking what is God's calling in my life. I have been thinking of this matter since I accepted Christ, but I still yet to receive a clear calling from the Lord.

During last Sunday service, is my turn of being the song leader. 10am sharp, service begin. When we were singing the 1st song, out of a sudden, I saw something wrong from the face of the congregation. Yea, again, something is wrong with the laptop.

Thank God that the 2nd song that I chose was hymn song, which we could get it from the hymn song book. So I requested the congregation to turn to the hymn song book and start to sing hymns. After the 2nd song, I randomly chose for another 2 songs from the hymn song book since there is no signal shown that the laptop is back to service.

Finally, I was informed that the laptop is back to service. And I ended the Praise and Worship session with the last song that I chose.

In between of the speaker’s sermon, the speaker acknowledge of my steadiness in handling the non- conformance case. She says that it would be a waste if I am not willing to be used by God.

I do not expect of this incident and I am really amazed when seeing God affirming me using this speaker from outside.

Now is the time that I supposed to come back to reality and start my walking. Frankly speaking, I have been standing there and looking up at the sky. Just like the Galilees who were looking intently up into the sky as Jesus was going to heaven. So, I should stop looking and start my journey with the Lord.

When I was preparing for the Sunday school’s teaching and also counseling class, I really feel that I was created for that purpose. I think I start to know the purpose why God created me. I think I know what God had put inside my heart when he was creating me. Thank God.